August 5

Feeling a little lethargic this afternoon. I just didn't feel motivated to work. I guess that happens sometimes. My head has cobwebs sometimes. 

With everything that I know about myself, what can I do to make myself better?

I can be honest. 

As James Altucher suggests, at least I don't have to deal with the fallout from bring dishonest. It's hard enough to live one life, let alone a double life.

I close my eyes and I have this vision of myself achieving things, living my life as I was meant to live it, and being myself, being kind, unpretentious, through it all. I play more musically when I look away from my bass.

I shall bring a spirit of curiosity and a simple wish to make things better for others and for the world.

I will create more things. I will make the video of myself accompanying myself on the Bach 2-part inventions. I will compose a song or two about fluid dynamics, or whatever else speaks to me.

Let me approach the oncoming day anew.