October 31

I rediscovered music tonight for what feels like the first time. Rediscovered Joe Dart. Rediscovered the Berklee Indian Ensemble. Rediscovered Emily C. Browning. 

I had big fun playing music by myself tonight. That needs to be part of the everyday routine. To rock out more often. To Bach out more often. 

I wish I had performed some of the Bach suite #1 on electric at Thalia's birthday gathering instead of attempting to play the Sarabande on double bass when I hadn't really practiced it enough. That is a thought that went through my head a few times.

Some of the major big fun I've had playing music recently was jamming on "Happy Birthday" for a bit. Too bad I didn't have the chance to show off a little more at the gathering on Friday. That is also a thought that went through my head a few times. 

Those are things that happened in the past. I don't fear those thoughts. I am getting them onto the page and then letting go of them.

10,000x more important is that I enjoyed riffing on it. 

In parallel with hard work and consistent writing on research, this will continue in the future.