Monday, March 27, 2023

March 27

“I really want everyone to know, especially young people, that the hundreds or thousands of dumb ideas that I’ve had have led me to my good ideas,” Taylor Swift said. “You have to give yourself permission to fail.” She continued:

        “I try as hard as I can not to fail 'cause it's embarrassing, but I do give myself permission to, and you         should too. So go easy on yourselves, and make the right choices that feel right for you, and someday         someone might think that you’ve been innovative. Thank you so much for this.”

Tonight I've had to work my way through some awkward thoughts. But the recurring thought is "the way out is through." I can get down on myself for things that occurred in the past, or I can get to the task at hand and figure something out. 

In the spirit of the Taylor Swift quote above, I will forge ahead and try some new ideas with the ultrasound project. I will give myself permission to fail. It doesn't have to work the very first try. It's another version of the Ira Glass quote. 

Taylor and Ira would want me to give this ultrasound idea a try.

Sunday, March 26, 2023

March 26

This month, I have made progress. I am getting more efficient. There have certainly been things that I could have done better, but they could also have gone worse.

Tonight, I did a couple things I wish I had not done. Not major wrongs. Just yielded to temptation a little more than I would've liked. Flicking bright lights. Indulging in a cake pop, and some other things.

No matter. I will have to put it behind me. I have done what I could with today. I shall rise tomorrow, unfettered by such concerns. Now, it is time to sleep.


Friday, March 17, 2023

March 17

I played a gig tonight. I had a great time. I felt like a musician's musician. The crowd was into it. I was into it. We had some unexpected things happen (Mike singing Flim Flam and All of Me were highlights).  And absolutely no one on Planet Earth is going to take that away from me.  

I like the person I've become. Watching ASU's basketball team play tonight reminded me how formative that place was. I gave them a shoutout today as well. In large part, I am the person I am today because of ASU. 

Now, I need to go to the next level. Good from here on out. Physically, mentally, emotionally, spiritually. As Thalia said, I need to take charge. What does that look like?